excerpts from my journal:
The words " Lord, please use me." are not in the Bible. This makes sense because the Lord WILL use us if we are only walking in His way, ready for His direction...
I am afraid I will not be usable.
I am afraid I will act in my own strength.
What is UP with me at the moment? I feel so very out of place even with myself.
"I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now"-MercyMe