September 25, 2010

A hard chocolate outer shell

An open letter:
I know it may seeeeem that I know what I'm doing, or strike that ( because it probably doesn't) or that I am confident in my parenting choices... But I'm not and I literally pray all the time that God would give me more wisdom and guidance, and shoot if He'd just send me a memo... Or even a status update would do... SOMETHING to assure me that I'm doing the right thing with my son....
This is all wrapped up in how much I miss Brett, at least then there would be two of us to blame for our bad parenting decisions. But, since it's just me, remember dear friends- I welcome your advice and comments, but tread lightly.... Under that hard outer shell I've got a layer that easily melts.

1 comment:

Aunt Donnave said...

Sweetness itself under that chocolate shell! You are using common sense, listening to sound advice and seeking God's will. God will be in the midst of your decisions for Ransom!
By the way, he is precious!