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So, I got out of my doctors appointment relatively quickly...but I had to drive around until I stopped crying...

Yeah, I know that sounds dramatic. But, before you get overly excited...its no big deal. Turns out that I MOST PROBABLY have just a kidney stone here...and if you push through all of the annoying things that doctors say so that they wont get sued- Unless its "really bothering me" I should just let things be....

I cant talk about this.

I'm going to cry again.


I am so very tired of THIS. I'm discouraged like you wouldnt believe.