Honestly! I wish I didnt feel guilty when I decide to not do certain things- I mean, come on! I made the decision, deal with it!
Silly mind.
I'm not feeling well. Not well at all. Its kinda silly too. I dont have very defined symptoms besides, "every bone in my body wants to fall off" and "my throat is thirsty all the time"
I dont feel like those should be reasons for me to just STOP life, but basically I laid on the couch for six hours after work yesterday, only to get up to re-fill my water bottle and pee....oh, and i did get up at one point and dusted the entire living areas of our house and do basic "clean up"...because, "dog gone it, I'd said I was going to clean house today and no stupid aching was going to stop me!" In truth I felt horrible and I still do, after sleeping 12 hours last night.
Yet, even with all that I feel guilty, I feel guilty that I havent cleaned the whole apartment, that I havent emailed people back that I know I need to, that I havent finished Bible Study for tonight, that I didnt get up with Brett this morning at 4:30.
meh.
4 comments:
Hey, hope you are feeling better soon. You know, if someone had told me in first year that you would one day choose to get up at 4:30 I would have laughed...don't feel bad about sleeping when you are sick, it's a good thing to do! :)
Wait until you feel guilty about sleeping when you're pregnant! That's a good one, too.
Remember, sleep is when your body does its repair work! Love you, Aunt Donnave
hope you get to feeling better. we should talk again soon. i need it.
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